Strange Dream with Comedy/Tragedy theme
Last night I had a strange dream which seems to reinforce the silliness of what we concern ourselves with so often, as well as the serious things we gloss over. In the dream, I found Amy Goodman (I rarely dream about people I know, and less often about those in the public eye) on her hands and knees on the floor of a well-lit office building, hunched over in fetal position, sobbing, while somehow (you know how paradoxical dreams can be!) singing, karaoke-style, about not being able to find a staple-puller anywhere in the office (and no one could help her)... That's about the extent of the dream; on the surface it seems quite absurd, almost comical, to see someone (especially someone with such a generally serious demeanor; and I do have a tremendous admiration for her work as a journalist, the anchor for Democracy Now which is a beacon for compassion in a crazy world!) lamenting about something so trivial (kinda reminds me of the movie Office Space, now that I think of the object of the sorrow!). Of course, this afternoon, while unstapling a stack of old code printouts to use as scratch paper, the "Aha!" moment hits, and here I am pondering the deeper significance and symbolism. I'm contemplating new opportunities that seem on the surface to match the backdrop, but the "dig deeper" inspiration grabs me and says, pay attention to the real issues where you can make a difference (regardless of where you are at) and let the trivial fade away of its own accord... After all, like the CBS Sunday morning episode on "memory" pointed out, our personas are composed of what we dwell upon; the point they didn't make (or perhaps I missed hearing) was that it is the emotional emphasis WE give to our experience that gives it life... Also, since my family genetics pre-disposes me (another unchallenged belief? Happy to play with puns, I'm struck with the double-meaning of staple (being the stuff we find in our pantries and fridges that we believe sustain us, breatharians, notwithstanding Happy We don't really live by bread alone, do we, but by the comfort we give ourselves in our choice of focus in our every relationship to this infinite world we seem to inhabit. I'm reminded of the advice in Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East (I'm currently re-reading after about 35 years) that reminds us of the infinite supply within us...
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